haji, korban, dan Makkah

Assalamualaikum..
firstly, selamat menyambut hari raya aidiladha to all..
actually, I don't umderstand, kenapa Malaysia raya hari rabu while Makkah hari selasa..
supposedly, hari raya haji adalah sama satu dunia
this is because,kan wuquf hari isnin, so, raya kena la selasa..
benda dah lepas, nak wat cmane kan..

so,raya tahun nie, I can feel something different. I can feel the meaning of actual korban..
before this, org raya, I pown raya without knowing the true meaning..
but this year, seriously different..I cried when I heard takbir,
when I saw on television, lots of muslim did their obligation by completing the fifth rukun Islam..
I wonder, when is my time? I really want to..

I went to Makkah once, but it was 13 years ago. when I was 6.
you know,you'll experience the weird but wonderful feeling that you never had when you see Kaabah.
mmg siyes agak syahdu la, even wktu tu I kecik lagi u ollz..
tpi betowl la org ckp, kat Mekah xboleyh ckp sebarang, mmg dpt time tu jgk..
I experienced it..I ade la ckp ape ntah kan, terus demam beb..
I g Mekah tu ngan family I of coz, then ngan pakcik2 I n sepupu2 I..
wktu tu kan kecik lagi, so I ngan sepupu2 I mmg main je la..
org g solat, kitorg pown solat.I siap solat kat tmpt lelaki u ollz..
almaklumla sepupu lelaki..Org rukuk, kitorg rukuk, org sujud, kitorg sujud..
tpi siap boleyh ckp2 lagi..hahah almaklumla kecik je kan wktu tu..

I mmg harap sgt I dpt pergi lagi ke situ with my family, one day...
I xmengharapkan duit parents I utk pergi ke sana
but I want to use my money to bring them..