The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it. You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough.
~George Moore

A bell is no bell 'til you ring it,A song is no song 'til you sing it,And love in your heartWasn’t put there to stay -Love isn’t love'Til you give it away.

Thursday, September 30, 2010

tribute to nur najihah fauzi and noor syamila hashim

gurlz, u know how much I love you
u know how much u mean to me
both of u know
my secrets, my feelings
and everything about me
my secret admirer,
my wants,
my problems,
how much I hurt or happy
and everything
Its hard to let both of u go..
I can't stop crying when I saw both of u
leaving me
u make me feel suffocate..
I remember, our past time

dear, when our study week come
I tried not to be so close with both of u
coz, I want to adapt myself
with the future life
without both of u on my sides
who walking to the class together,
go and eat together
study together
did stupid thing together..
even though it make me feel suffocate..
but, I forced myself to do so..
I need to face the reality without u, dear..

dear, forgive me if I'm wrong
coz I didn't mean it.........

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

It is time to say sayonara :(

three semester in Merbok
for one and the half year
and I can't believe its over
we are now officially finished our foundation
and waiting for final result...
seriously, the time had gone so fast..
and we actually had the season in the sun
here, in Merbok..
definitely, I'll miss this place
I miss my room m2-02-32
I miss my friends
my classmates
my dear 'siblings'

no more sawah padi
no more hotmas
no more 'natural perfume'
no more cs and village mall
no more walking to the class
no more 'ayam kfc' at dining
no more gossiping
no more eating together time
no more true or dare session
no more anything except

InsyaAllah we'll meet again some day
I don't want to say goodbye
coz I know we'll definitely meet again..
maybe here, at Merbok..

as we go on
we remember
all the time we had together
and as our life change
come whatever
we will still be
friends forever <3>

Friday, September 24, 2010


I'm done with MTC 088 (global)
and now preparing for the next 2 battles
economy and of course
good luck peeps
may Lord bless u
and also me..
economy, please be nice to me...

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

natural insanity

you will realize that you are insane naturally
when final examination just around the corner
not only u feel that u are insane,
but u also feel that u are stupid
even though u are not..
reading a lot of fact will make you
suffer from delirium tremens..
not only that,
u will vomit all the greeny liquid
that I don't think that

Thursday, September 16, 2010

sistas meeting

yesterday, me, dody, adeq (dayana) and fatea went to foty's house
becoz foty will going to fly on dis 4th oct to India..
we went there around 3pm..
then, smpi rumah foty..adeq wat surprise by giving foty kuih raya
she told foty that we made that kuih..haha
lawak foty percaya at da first instant..pastu terkantoi jugak..
then, kitorg main alat2 muzik kat umah foty since her house byk giler
bnde tu like gong, caklempong, kompang and so on..
we sang lagu raya special for foty coz foty kan nk g India
kat sana xde lagu raya kn :DDD
then, kitorg pown cite la pasal ular la, buaya and piranha..
then diorg ajak g tgk cite piranha kat alamanda..
so, kitorg went to alamanda around 5.30pm and arrived around 6pm
pastu g GSC tgk tiket piranha, tpi dh full
yg ade pown seat dpn giler..
so, tuka tgk cite cats n dogs..
pastu, ngau dtg join kitorg..
I'm shocked when I saw Ngau coz she changed definitely to more feminin
and I, jdi lagi kasar and not lembut..weee
pastu, kitorg pown jln2 la kat alamnda, ambik gamba like we are tourist kan..hehe
sume org pown tgk but like we care la kan..hahaha
so, kitorg balek around 9 cmtu..
huhu it was fun la bile jumpe diorg
dah lama giler xjumpe around 1/2 year ago la last kitorg jumpe
unfortunately, aten ngan mun xde..
xtaula nk jumpe bile lagi kn..

Thursday, September 2, 2010

the Last Semester :((

today is the Last semester ever for all part 3 pre law students in Kedah..
and also today is da last class for us, no more class here after this
our class will be continued to shah alam for those who continue in BLS
and also other course...
sumpah sedih giler..time were running too fast..
xsedar pown dh nak abis sem
rasa mcm baru semalam je dtg sini,
menangis2 nak ikot mak balik sbb xnk duduk sini..
rasa mcm semalam je kenal kwn2 dkt sini
rasa mcm baru semalam je semua sweet memory tu berlaku..
tetapi semuanya sudah berlalu..
menjadi satu ingatan yang kekal abadi..
life in Shah Alam seriously different compared to KEdah..
shah alam xde sawah padi, gunung jerai and pantai..
bangun je pagi2 nmpk kereta n all that..
sumpah lain..
masing2 buat hal sendiri..
not like here..