I'll be missing you

this friday, I'll be going back to kedah..yeah, sound frustrating..I hate being there, far away from home, friends, my bedroom n most important thing from family especially mom..even, it is almost 1 year I'm at kedah, I still can't feel the 'wow' feeling being there..I don't care if people wanna call me mommy girl or whatever, as long as I can be with my mom in whatever condition nor situation..I'll be missing her then..everything I do in this world, I do for her n my family..without them, I'm nothing..they are my spinal cord who will support me in whatever condition I am..even sometimes, not sometimes but MOST OF THE TIME, I make them suffer, but they doesn't care..they will doas long as I'm happy..I love them with all my heart..God, please take care of them while I'm not there