hell-oooo back Kedah..

just arrived yesterday at Kedah.. It hell suck..
no letric, no dining, no junior floormates, no NOTHING..
the worst part was when we need to pay for da room.. WTF man!!
no letric but still need to pay..I'm just fucking off

I'll be missing you

this friday, I'll be going back to kedah..yeah, sound frustrating..I hate being there, far away from home, friends, my bedroom n most important thing from family especially mom..even, it is almost 1 year I'm at kedah, I still can't feel the 'wow' feeling being there..I don't care if people wanna call me mommy girl or whatever, as long as I can be with my mom in whatever condition nor situation..I'll be missing her then..everything I do in this world, I do for her n my family..without them, I'm nothing..they are my spinal cord who will support me in whatever condition I am..even sometimes, not sometimes but MOST OF THE TIME, I make them suffer, but they doesn't care..they will doas long as I'm happy..I love them with all my heart..God, please take care of them while I'm not there

falling in love

falling in love is not an offence nor tort..
it is just pure feeling that normal person have..
every person in this world want their own happy ending..
and everone do not want to suffer in their life..
it is not wrong if u falling in love to someone..
it is not stated in penal code, if u plead guilty, u will suffer several sentenceces provided in it..
but, think doesn't mean if u love someone, u need to give everything INCLUDING ur precious "thing" to some that u love..
if u think logically, if that someone really love u, they WON'T touch you until u get married....am I right, people?
yeah, whatever it is, thing before something getting worse...

(this is just from my point of view)