my heart hurt

my heart hurt when
I say that
I hate you damn much
My heart cry
when you
ignore me
my heart stop beating
when you just
does not realize me
OR
when you make me just like
a toy..

I know who I am,
but, you must remember
I'm a normal person
who have dignity,
AND
who have feeling..
I know
I'm not deserve to get you
BUT at least
appreciate me
as a human life
I'm not TOY......